kehidupan yg sangat sibuk dan menyedihkan...

assalamualaikum...

hye.. lame rsenye x tulis blog ni.. hehe.. (baru seminggu sbnrnye.. hehe).. hmm.. x ada ape sebenarnye.. just nk share something la kt blog ni.. hai.. masalah kelas lagi la.. huhu.. penat taw jadual mcm ni.. da kelas asyik cancel jeq.. pastu blaja dlm kelas pn mcm ape jeq.. sedih taw kelas mcm ni.. taw la kelas ktorg kelas baru but consider la skit bile bg kelas kan.. ish3..

sgt tension kelas mcm ni.. da la ktorg mcm da trtinggl byk dri kelas lain.. ish3.. sadis betol la.. mmg la org lain bila tgk ktorg diorg akan ckp "wah.. bestnye korg.. asyik free jeq..".. tapi hakikatnye diorg x tw yg ktorg sgt risau coz bila xde kelas means ktorg x dpt nk blaja ape2 pn. n ape ktorg nk jwb for final nanti.. and final project yg penting tu nk wat mcm mne pn x tw.. ish3.. nasib baik la yg project agro tourism tu mcm da ada progressing.. ish3.. satu lagi project tu nk kne wat website gune coding lak tu.. mcm mne la nk wat kalo coding tu blaja pn x lagi.. ish3.. sempat ke?? tgh berkire2 la ni.. ish3.. hai nasib2..

pastu subject nye agk mencabar la skit kan.. ish3.. dengan IMD 154 yg da mcm blaja sejarah tu.. ish3.. sadis2.. mcm2 la this sem.. da la sem pendek.. pastu jd mcm ni pulak kn.. ish3.. hampeh tol.. sgt risau ni.. ape yg akan trjadi pd ak ni.. ish3.. study x seberapa but assignment melmabak2.. mcm mne la wat kn kalo xde guideline langsung.. ish3.. dah la tu.. kelas ganti untuk raye nti mcm sepi gitu jeq kan.. ish3.. mmg ad harapan blik ptg raye la jwbnye ni.. ish3.. ape la.. sgt hampeh.. sedih oooo.... org lain sume da beriye2 ganti kelas.. tp ak ni.. relax jeq.. lecturer pn xde mention psl kelas ganti.. huhu.. ape la.. mmg nk suruh kitorg sume dok kt uitm ni la smpai rye agknye.. ish3..

bulan puase da nk dekat da ni.. huhu.. sedih skit coz x dpt nk pose kt umah.. hmm.. but awl bulan puase ni maybe ko Badan pertolongn cemas uitm ni nk p melawat uitm dungun.. n guess what... diorg nk bwk batch ak p sne.. haha.. awl puase lak tu.. hai.. mmg x blik la jwbnye ak.. huhu.. ish3.. byk btl kje la.. tyme bulan pose la nk p sne la sni la.. mmg la seronok dpt p jln2 but kalo wat mse lain blh la.. ni x.. ish3.. ade ke.. td mse ko diorg blh wat surprise utk bufday ak.. ish3.. siap suruh ak pk ak wt slah ape ari jumaat minggu lps.. ish3.. rupenye psl bufday ak.. x psl2 ak dhujani daun2 kering td.. but still best gk coz diorg nyanyi ramai2 utk ak.. hehe..

hmm.. tu jeq la kot entry for kali ni.. hope to write really soon.. hehehe..

wassalam..
29/7/2010
10.43 p.m
khamis
my room..
B125

ape yg dah terjadi pd diriku???

assalamualaikum...

ape la yg nk jd dgn ak ni.. this sem aku rase aku sgt relaks ye.. bukan sbb xde keja but coz aku rse sgt mls untuk wt kje.. ish3.. what happen to me.. can someone tell me??? arghh... dgn aku x phm pe yg lecturer aja lgi.. ish3.. hai.. mslh la ak ni.. subjek untk sem ni sgt memeningkn pale ak.. and membuatkn ak jd sgt pening ble dok dlm kelas 2.. ish3.. final project yg sgt pening.. ish3.. can i survive??? i have to no matter how hard it would be... i have to try my best.. biase la tu.. i have to learn new things every sem so just try to deal with it dear..

new semester,new hope,new target and new spirit.. i can do it.. yeayh... no one can stop me from what i want and i know that i can make it.. maintain the spirit syidah.. jgn hangat2 taik ayam jeq ok.. ingat pd janji yg da dibuat.. insyaAllah.. amin...

I'm turning 19????

assalamualaikum...

i'm turning 19???? hmm.. thanx a lot to those who wish me today.. really appreciate those wishes.. thanx to fatimah, kak atul and mim 4 the bufday surprise mlm td.. thanx 4 the cute cup cake.. hehe.. walupn xde kek.. cup cake pn jd la.. hentam suda.. aand also to kak syida and kak kila yg setia menunggu ak habis solat smlm..walaupun projek nk kua p mkn x jd tp still ok la.. hehe.. agk terharu skit la coz this is my first time smbut bufday kt uitm ni.. and it turn out to be the best bufday coz ak slalunye smbut bufday kt umah but its different for this year.. i'm celebrating it with my friends around me.. totally new experience for me..

what i got for my 19 bufday??? i got a little cute cup cake from fatimah n kak atul and also a small mickey pillow from kak nekmah.. hehe.. thanx a lot for those present guys.. thanx also to maxis and celcom for giving me the free call.. hehe.. dpt gk la call kwn2 yg da lme mghilang.. hehe.. sronok gile ari ni.. happy jeq.. hehe.. hati berbunge2 jeq.. tp ptg td prsaan 2 agk tercalar sedikit bile mngenangkan sesuatu.. but its ok.. i hope things will be better after this.. i'm still waiting for that moments..

mybe no bufday celebration with my family for this year but i'm still happy with it.. i'm turning 19.. and that means my responsibility has become more bigger..i have to study even harder.. no more time to fool around.. i'm getting one year older every year,, so.. i have to act suit with my age..no more childish mood.. really though ok..

i have another responsibility instead of just study.. but i have to make thing back to normal and that is the biggest things that i have to face.. i have to.. now or never.. so.. whether i like it or not it my duty to change it..

so.. happy 19th bufday syida.. may all your dreams come true.. may Allah bless u always and have a happy life.. may u become even stronger to face the future.. be a better person for yourself and your family.. always remember that u have to work hard for the decision that u have made.. aja2 syida.. u can do it.. yeah!!!.ok.. that it for this entry.. see u in the next entry..

p/s: epy becoming bufday to tuntiara hamim @ yaya.. my besh fren.. hope all ur dreams come true and may our friendship last 4 eva.. Amin.. thanx 4 everything!!!

lot of love...
syida

24/7/2010
2.26 a.m
my room
B125

am i happy???

assalamualaikum...

mcm2 da jd spnjg 2 minggu kt uitm ni.. yg happy,bosan,sedih,sume ada.. hmm.. mcm2 rintangan rupanye dlm hidup ni.. hopefully ak dpt la hadapi sume dugaan ni dengan penuh tabah ye..

this last 2 week has been very tough for me coz i face a lot of problem and it make me feel really down at that time.. but i felt very lucky coz i have my friends here who has been really supportive and concern about me..

hmm.. juz nk share a bit bout my problem.. mslhnye bermula apabila mak call menyatakan bahawa aku berjaya dlm interview SPA 4 staff nurse.. and like what i've mention before aku mmg x nk SPA tu lagi2 nurse tu mmg la xde dlm angan2 aku pn.. maybe some of u might thought i'm crazy for not accept that offer but as i said before i really not into those kind of work.. but still the issue here is that's what my parents want coz they think that it's a good offer and i will get a job as a nurse after i finish 3 years of studies.. and because of that offer i'm facing some problem not only with my parents but also with my second sis.. it sure make me really sad coz this prob has become very big issue and it out to be more worse.. you might think why don't i juz said it out loud to my parents about my decision but if only it was simple as that..

i feel really tense about this situation. it not easy coz i never face a very serious prob like this as it has become a family matter.. if only my family can understand how in felt right now.. i juz don't want this problem to become more worse and i want thing to be back like normal as soon as possible because i felt really guilty towards my family for not fulfill their wish.. i tried to stand on my two feet right now as i have made up my mind that i will continue my diploma and follow my dream by doing something that i really enjoy instead of doing something that i don't like.. i might look a bit selfish but it is wrong to let your decision be heard.. i juz don't want to regret it in the future.. i really hope Allah will help in what ever decision that i make after this because i'm taking a lot of risk by choosing this path.. i have to show to my family that i can success in life even if i'm not become a nurse..

thanks to kak syidah coz jd seorg yg sgt supportive and also open minded.. to fatimah.. thanx a lot coz da jd a very good listener and sentiase temankan ak mse ak down.. both of u means a lot 2 me.. thanx also to kak atul and mim who has become a good motivator to me.. thanx alot to all of u.. pray for my success here ok..

that it for this entry...

nyte2..
salam..
1.30 a.m
kolej Baiduri
B125
my study table..

first week of new semester..

assalamualaikum...

hmm.. ak da dftr kolej on 3/7 hari 2.. n ak pat stay at blik lame with my other 2 junior.. both from muar.. hehe.. seorg syifa n sorg lagi zira.. n the extra bed that should be kak zira's has been use by her friend kak atik..

the second day kt wing B 2 bru ak prsn sumthing yg ak sorg jeq part 2 kt c2.. yg len sume part 5 n part 6.. n mybe kak atik part 4.. ish3.. mati kutu la ak kt c2 sorg2.. so ak slalu la p mrayau2 kt blik2 org len.. hehe.. p blik kak syida n kak zura,blik timah n kak atul n blik kak intan.. huhu.. last sem slalu ckp kak syida asek mrayau jeq.. tp this sem ak pun same jeq ngn dia.. haha.. 2 la mengata org lagi..

hmm.. ari isnin first class in new sem.. hehe.. tp yg sgt sengal nye pukul 4 bru ad kelas.. ish3.. pening ak.. dan kalau nk tau.. everyday kls ak mcm 2.. hari selase jeq da kelas pg pkul 8.. 2 pn ptg still ad kelas + kelas mlm.. ish3.. x sukenye kelas mlm ni.. huhu.. rse mcm jadual ni menjadikn aku jadi mkin malas.. n ak jd penat.. bkn sebab p kelas tp sebab kne tggu mse nk p kelas..ish3.. ape la.. hopefully jadual ni blh ditukar lagi.. but please no class on friday ok.. hehe..

hmm.. ok.. 2 jeq kot update 4 this entry.. c ya later.. n sorry kalo lame x update this blog al maklum la.. wing B tu wirelessnye lembab.. huhu.. sgt skit hati ye.. ish3..

P/S: thank to fatimah coz slalu teman aku kt blik.. hehe..

ok.. i see u when i see u.. hee

wasslam.
10.05 am
khamis
blik kak atul
meja kak atul
laptop kak atul

hari2 akhir cuti..

Assalamualaikum...

ok.. topic untuk hari ni is lazy.. aku rase amat mls untuk mengemas brg2 ni.. hai.. nti da msk blik nk kne unpack lagi.. ish3.. leceh sungguh la.. hehe.. ada sape2 yg volunteer nk tlg aku pack brg2 ni ke?? amat2 la dialu-alukan.. hehe.. hai.. pejam celik pejam celik da nk abis 2 bulan cuti.. tggl esk then sabtu da kembali semula ke segamat.. uish.. cepat betol mase berlalu ye.. huhu...

hai.. dlm diam 2 bulan telah berlalu.. aku rase mcm bru skjp jeq cuti walaupun sbnrnye ak pn x sbr nk blik u.. hehe.. tpe ble teringtkn yg sy bakal bertemu ngn roomates yg baru.. ak jd cm mls la plk nk blik hehe.. owh lupe nk cite.. aku dpt bilik yg sme mcm last sem coz result hari 2.. hmm.. but unfortunately sy bakal dpt seorg senior bru n 2 junior bru.. what?? ak sorg jeq kt blik 2 n ak nk kne mulekn semula sesi suai kenal.. hehe.. da la ak ni bkn reti sgt nk tegur menegur org ni.. ish3.. cmne la agknye t yeq.. hopefully diorg sume ok la yeq.. hehe.. but still bersyukur coz dpt bilik yg sme n still dpt berjiran ngn kak zura n also bertambh sorg agy jiran baru iaitu kak syida.. hehe.. kak syida da membawa diri ke blik sebelah nmpknye.. hehe.. xpe2.. bersiap sedia la penghuni B126 untuk menerima kunjungn sy sepanjang mse ye.. hehe.. kak syida 2 dri roomates da jd jiran la plk.. hehe..
hentam sje la labu.. hehe

hehe.. so sedang cuba untuk menikmati hari2 terakhir sebelum pulang ke segamat.. hehe.. n isnin da strt kelas.. uhuk3.. cptnye.. hehe.. da berkarat pale ni cuti 2 bulan.. hehe.. nth bly brfungsi lagi ke x ni.. hehe.. mlsnye nk memulakan rutin harian as a student,bgn pagi nk kne p kls then terkejar2 dri 1 kls ke kls yg len.. blik ptg da penat.. huhu.. hai.. nasib3..


hmm.. ok.. that it 4 this entry.. i try 2 update this blog again tomorrow nite.. huhu.. last nite at home..

k.. wassalam
i see u when i see u

bye2..
in my room
1st July 2010
1056 p.m